I don't remember ever using the word "anguish" to refer to my struggles, but I am experiencing one of the most terrifying spiritual battles/struggles I've ever experienced. It seems sure that I have fallen away and am one of those "Lord, Lord" people in Matthew 7. Please pray for me: For His mercy, grace, and kindness that I don't deserve. Please beg the Lord to rescue me and show me His salvation. I feel like I am dying or have died. I resisted his prompting a while back and delayed obedience and seem to be paying the price.
I struggle a lot with being single and I truly desire to be married. I worry that I will never get married and I need God's mercy and help with finding the right Christian lady to marry. I really do desire a marriage that is blessed by God. Proverbs 18:22 is my heart's desire. Please pray that Jesus Christ in His grace and mercy will help me find and marry a wife who is beautiful to me, the helpmeet who is right and best for me. Thank you. May God bless all of you and your church family.